Nathan Fitzgeraldâs brother Matthew says he will âcherishâ the Socceroosâ World Cup knockout clash against Egypt as his final memory with him.
Nathan died on Monday as a result of horrific brain injuries suffered playing local footy for Epping on Saturday.
He was rushed to hospital in a critical condition and underwent brain surgery on Saturday night before entering end-of-life care on Sunday.
Bravely speaking to 7NEWS on Tuesday, Matthew said it still hasnât sunk in.
âIt doesnât feel real. Shellshocked. Devastated. It doesnât feel real,â he said.
âIt comes and goes, thinking heâs here, then I know heâs not here. Itâs a rollercoaster.â

Matthew, Nathan and the brothersâ dad had, like so many Australians around the country, set their alarms early to cheer on the Socceroos on the morning of the accident.
There was nothing Nathan valued more than family, Matthew explained, which made it a special final memory together.
âThe last memory I have, I will cherish,â Matthew said.
âThat morning, the Saturday morning, we watched the Socceroos play, 4am, we were up for it, and Dad woke up for it too, and Dad never watches soccer â never â but he was up as well.
âSo all of us three were together watching it, and seeing Nathan smile â he loved family, and he was so happy in that moment.
âEven after the game, he was expressing to people that, âOh, I watched the game with my brother, Matthew, and Dad â we were togetherâ. He was so happy.
âAnd then he went to the game that he loves playing. So, he did everything that he loved.
âThere are special, special memories that we shared, but that last one, Iâll cherish forever. That one. Iâll never forget it; I can still close my eyes and just imagine it. Itâs just real and raw.â

Nathan suffered a head clash with a teammate and recoiled into the synthetic cricket pitch at Lalor Reserve.
Eppingâs Northern Football Netball League (NFNL) division three reserves match against Lalor was abandoned as trainers from both clubs and paramedics performed CPR and defibrillation for almost an hour before he was transported to The Royal Melbourne Hospital. The senior game was also abandoned.
Matthew revealed that Nathan had suffered several head knocks before Saturdayâs, and that he had been playing through a shoulder injury as well.
âHe loved playing footy, and he was battling a sore shoulder, he probably shouldnât have played,â Matthew explained.
âI wouldâve told him to rest, but nah, he wanted to play. If he could move it, he still wanted to play, so he was a tough cookie.
âMum told us, âIâm stressed (about you playing), you havenât sleptâ, we were up all night (watching the Socceroos), but (he said), âNah, I canât let the boys down. Iâve got to play, Iâve got to play for the boys, I donât want to let them downâ.
âHe always did it for people, and he loved the footy boys, the footy club.â

The 27-year-old school teacher was loved by his friends, students and, most importantly, his family.
âHe was an infectious guy, he had an infectious vibe, always had a smile â big, big smile,â Matthew said.
âHe was a bit of a troublemaker, he always got on everyoneâs nerves, always kept us on our toes.
âHe was the life of the family, and family was everything to Nathan. Everything. He lived and breathed it.
âWe all cherish family, but Nathan lived by it. Iâve never known someone just to be so expressive as he was; he used to always say I love you, whether it was to me or to family.
âAny interaction you had with him, at the end, he would always say, âI love youâ.
âHe loved everyone, and he wanted everyone to succeed. He wanted everyone to do well, even if he didnât like you. Thatâs who he was.
âAll you needed was one interaction with Nathan. One. Even if it was one minute, you would know who Nathan was, and you would be like, âYeah, heâs a special personâ.
âNathan was a bit of a child himself, so his students were able to connect with him a lot.
âThey had this connection, he had this gift that not many people have.
âHe loved his job, it was what he was supposed to do.â

Matthew said the Fitzgerald family is taking solace in their religious faith, knowing that Nathan remains with them in spirit.
âLife is short but we remain strong in faith,â he said.
âWe take comfort in Lord God; he is our strength, he is our pillar. And I just want to say to everyone thatâs listening that life is short and we never know when weâre going to step into eternity.â